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2006-07-05T01:52:00.000+08:00

Army DazeI am finally in the mood to blog! 3 weeks of BMT over. What are my opinions about life as a NS man? Training is quite ok, not too tough. There can be torturous moments and there are times when we are just really free. It's a pretty good balance, I don't feel overly tired or depressed. Pegasus Company Platoon 3 Section 4, this is where I belong. 9 out of the 13 of us are from SP. I could

2006-06-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the day=PI will miss you.

2006-06-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

Finally. The day has arrived. I went out with J today! Caught the 2pm screening of the Da Vinci Code with her at Lido( yes i know its pretty late to catch the movie. but no choice due to the circumstances that we are in).We bought our tickets and went to macs for lunch. As usual, 'Lunch' for her meant desserts. I had a Fish Fillet Student meal while she had an apple pie + a small drink for lunch

2006-05-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

Just came home after spending the day doing some stuff.Firstly, soccer in the afternoon. Nothing spectacular..scored a few nice goals again. But yeah Tommy sprained his ankle. Guess have to be more careful when running towards the wall of the street soccer court.. But yeah, the main thing was. I went out with 'lora' today. IT was damn siaooo. Met up..went to lil india. Komalas was too full! No

2006-05-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

Went for the press conference this morning. haha almost couldn't make it. but anyway. the project went live as expected and as such they could afford me having a half day off to attend the conference.Well, its pretty interesting actually. Haha i got video shots taken for both channel 5 and chn 8. But yeah..interested pls dun watch the ch8 version. my chinese isn't really wunderbar:D But yeah, I

2006-05-21T04:52:00.000+08:00

Worked til about 4am today :D hahafeels nice to be home man.will be free to have lunch sunday(which is now today!)and..hehe happie :D

2006-05-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

CUTOVER MANIA! HOOO!Cutover started on thursday.. 18/5/06. avg of 5 hour slp a day. avg of 13 hr work a day.. today i did 2330-0800 = 15.5 hours of work. my *******(obsfucated) module cocked up.f-tired now...the other dudes stil in office. all tired.. pple asleep on the flr..pple slpin on desk..pple slping on the 'snack' bar. everyone armed wif toiletries.. some are well equipped wif matresses

2006-05-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

Vesak Day today! (Friday)Woke up at about 1:30 pm. Did not visit any temples. Buddhism doesn't require for us to go to temples on V day. I can't remember whats the significance of bathing the buddha. But yeah, the main thing that made me not want to go to the temple was the crowd. People would queue up in long queues to bathe the Buddha. While doing so, they push and push...they litter all around

2006-05-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

ProcrastinationHmm I wanted to blog about Friday's happenings. But yeah I was like procrastinating all the way. Anyway, I was called and 'summoned' to school to attend interviews for some 'Institutional Awards'. So yeah, at first I thought it was the 'Gold Medalist Award(people keep mentioning that but I have no idea what is it about?)'. But anyway, erm I sort of had a big shock when I found out

2006-05-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

The REAL Mayday Update!Woke up at 2pm today. Had 8 hours of sleep. Just nice. Had a simple breakfast and was looking towards playing soccer in the afternoon. The sky was wunderbar! Sunshine with only a little clusters of clouds floating above. Quickly ate up my breakfast and went online for awhile. Yeah, was too engrossed in my conversation with huixian. I think we were talking abt the farewell

2006-05-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

Update for Sundays Event.Woke up early at 12 noon(yes that's pretty early for me, given the fact that i slept pretty late the previous day). Went off immediately to Avenue 4 to book the street soccer court. It will probably be the last time I play soccer before I get enlisted on the 6th Of June 06 :DSo yeap, managed to book the court for 3 hours, 4 to 7pm. I was quite surprised that the court

2006-04-24T23:17:00.001+08:00

Off day today!Went out with Jingga ( or Lora-_-) (Disclaimer: I am not dating her. I'm onli frens wif her) today. Hmm as I was in office yesterday , I gave her the honor of deciding where to watch our movie today. So yeap, the little girl had never watched a movie at a cinema in Orchard before! Initially, she told me that she'd decided that we will watch our movies at 'Cathay'! What she had meant

2006-04-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

Summary of the DayWoke up late ...go to work late..Got problem wif cmta job. Created job.fixed it... No teabreak today! Had lunch at Pepper Lunch.Came home..wanted to slp..open cupboard..cupboard slammed my leg....Woke up..watch tv...went outside..banged into the house altar. Injured hand.Hand now feel weird...touch onli pain. typing = feel funny.

2006-04-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

Met up with TMP(name is abbreviated and obfuscated as I don't think he wants to be named) up for Prata Dinner today. Was supposed to go to the new Prata Cafe along Thomson road for dinner. Andrew said it was better than the original prata house there, and, they serve thosais too! But anyway, Prata cafe was closed -_-. Thought after arranging with so many people and getting rejected, I would be

2006-04-17T00:46:00.000+08:00

Decided to update before I go to sleep.Ok. Hmm, don't really know how to blog down what I am thinking of right now. It's a bit of a personal thing and I don't think the other party involved in it will want me blogging about this. But yeah, life has been wonderful for me for the past few weeks.Work has been quite good, except for the fact that I'm now quite rusty when it comes to mainframe jcl

2006-03-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

Another entry... *camp was last week..i got lazie and decided to save the post...coz..i wanted to play FM 06=x*Changi Start PointJust came back from the SPAC2GO 06 Expedition. It's the most strenous expedition I've attended. I think the distance of the walk exceeds that of the previous expeditions. The route for this year's expedtion spanned from Changi Beach to Pasir Ris to East Coast Park.

2005-08-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

Finally found a 'less-tiring' period for me to update this blog.Sunday I went to watch Charlie and the Choc Factory alone. Quite an interesting experience watching a movie alone. As I bought my ticket, the ticket fella was like 'one only?' I guess I just have to adapt to being lonely. It's not too bad after all.Anyway, I reached home at about 11 as I went to M-Bay to have a look at the fireworks

2005-06-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

Been long since I have typed anything to do with my life. Disclaimer 1st: I'm not in a very good mood.So don't come and disturb me about anything to do with this entry(u know who u guys are). This is the first time that i am feeling such a powerful mix of emotions within me.I have known her for 2 years already.I've dated her once...but then we decided that it was impossible for us to be together

2005-06-15T10:46:00.000+08:00

It is raining now. The rain has now become my fren too....

2005-05-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

*********************In the past, I used to be afraid of rain..*When i know that she's with other guy.. I got sad. And i turned to getting drenched in the rain*Now, It has become my fren..*********************Quite an interesting erm "quote" from Jasper's blog. Saddening.

2005-05-20T04:10:00.000+08:00

Quite an interesting post i took off from my frenster's bulletin.When you are together with that special someone,you pretend to ignore that person.But when that special someone is not around,you might look around to find them.At that moment, you are in love.Although there is someone else who alwaysmakes you laugh,your eyes and attention might go only to thatspecial someone.Then, you are in

2005-04-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

I'm back from my NYAA expedition camp with my juniors. Basically it was a 4 days camp thingy, we had to walk more than 10km from Fullerton 1 to East Coast Park coz the route that the organising juniors pick was a bit..erm long lar~. It was phyiscally exhausting lar but yeah..dat's the fun part of the camp?Wat's a camp wifout any physically strenuous activities?Right now i'm chao tarr-ed but yeap.

2005-02-27T15:18:00.000+08:00

http://www.mindmedia.com/brainworks/profiler Your Brain Usage Profile: Auditory : 46% Visual : 53% Left : 66% Right : 33%Fucai, you are somewhat left-hemisphere dominant and show a preference for visual learning, although not extreme in either characteristic. You probably tend to do most things in moderation, but not always.Your left-hemisphere dominance

2005-01-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

lol heng i 3% less 'loser' den someone i know~ hehe Anyway, I've been reading a Buddhist book recently, will be copying some of the contents here for all to read. yeap~ School has been quite stressful for me. I've done nothing so far...my assignments and stuff. Kinda like dying liao...but yeah...will have to put in effort soon. Furthermore, I just told the MF com club i will be going back to

2004-12-15T01:11:00.000+08:00

Erm yeap~~ i'm here to update again! Watched Alexander that day. Wah lan eh..its damn freaking scary 2H45mins of gay crapz. If u're the type that loves watching guys kiss one another and whisper mushy kind of stuff to one another, Alexander is the show that you will want to watch! To me, it's definitely the horror movie of the year for me. Was supposed to accompany JunYue to scout for a mp3

2004-12-09T03:02:00.000+08:00

Ok...quite a long time since i last updated. Unlike what some pple think~ i din update ish not because i am lazie. Its juz dat life has been really uneventful for me. But yeah school's starting next week and here I am..I din realli get to have enuff fun yet. My frens had completed their A lvls and are finally free to spend time with me. Had quite a number of soccer games together.Tomorrow Tommy,

2004-11-24T02:57:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Bangkok(Poly Forum) The plane flights were damn crazie man~ i think i too long no go on a flight liao~ wah lan. The change in the air pressure realli damn torturous sia. My ears cannot hear properly and den my eyes starting tearing like hell and my head started to hurt. But yeah..i spent most of my time on the flights sleeping anyway. Hmmm let me see wad happened during the

2004-10-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

Juz a short update. Project deadline soon. Have to chiong like hell liao. Today I went st nics to give a talk about Diploma in Information Technology. Wah lan, when i reached the drama studio(where i was supposed to present) i was blown away man. THIS IS THE 1st TIME I SEEN SUCH A HIGH CONCENTRATION OF CHIO BUS IN ONE BLEDDY PLACE!!! i was like "wahhhh~~ sibei song~ inside my mind" hehe... haha

2004-09-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK! haha got miss me or not? lol. Anyway my test week is just over, so right now i'm slacking for awhile...before i start doing all my projects(bz again). My tests were easy except for my ELIT,Ethics and Law of IT, module. "James and Spark decided to follow Freddy's advice by hacking into the bank..." <-- So did they already commit the offence? Some intepreted it as so, while majority

2004-07-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

Ok...tagboard is backup~ flame me if u guys want! remember to keep posting there. I don't want it to be de-reged again. Anyway I'm finally 18 right now.No longer am I protected by law against alcohol and tobacco products. My poly frens asked me out to go pubbing~ However, I will not be joining them. I never liked the idea of consuming alcohol and to me pubs(tat young pple frequent lar) are

2004-07-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

tired.disappointed.angry.sad

2004-07-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

For those of u wondering...wat happened to the tagboard. I oso duno! but i think its coz too long no pple post den tio de-reg. i lazy to reg one back..hehe.next time when i change skin den add back..

2004-07-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

My expedition report. Written late at night..might be full of cock. Day 1 – SP to West Coast Park We assembled in the clubhouse and divided the participants into 2 groups. Within the 2 groups, food and other essentials, such as solid fuel for cooking, were distributed to the group members to lighten the loads of the group leaders. At the same time, we had volunteers to help carry the tents

2004-06-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

Sup paper in a few days and I've just returned from my NYAA expedition with my fellow SPAC2GO members. Expedition Day 1- Met at club room at 10am. Waited till about 11.30 for some latecomers to turn up. Was initially damn pissed off with jasper for being so late(not his 1st time). But aiyah~ see him carry all his barang barang oso feel sorry for him lar~~ Like no one offered to help him in the

2004-05-28T19:17:00.000+08:00

Exams results are out. Straight As with 2 distinctions. Guess its not too bad after all lar.

2004-05-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

Results are out. Disappointing for me. Only got 2 distinction. OOPG and NETF. I expected my opsy to be a Distinction too! I mean... i scored 91% for my project and i only lost about 1 to 2 % in all my quizes and the exam paper was like damn easy??? And where the hell is my distinction? Maybe I was juz careless? or maybe there's a tabulation error. I think i will have to wait for the next few

2004-05-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

Finally decided to post. Feeling very moodless nowadays. I think my irregular sleeping times are causing me to go crazy. Everyday is the same thing for me nowadays, wake up at about 4pm, eat(usually instant noodles) and then after that go play Diablo 2 with my frens. It seems that i got no life. I juz got my german results that day, scored a distinction =P. I probably dun deserve it coz i did

2004-05-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

So long since i last updated. Noticed that my class photo is sort of unoptimised. Takes hell long to download. Could be server problem though.Anyway juz had my new computer set up! P4 2.8E GHz 512MB 400MHz RAM MSI GF FX 5900XT 128 MB Creative Soundblaster Audigy LS WD 120GB SATA HDD hehe~~ i love my 'Wife' man~~~ but the improvement not dat much lor compared to my old computer. haha this 'wife'

2004-04-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

I think I've met the greatest hypocrite in my life! (Says "Hi" to JxxPxR, my fellow colleague in 1A24's class committee [duno who?? go figure]). Thank you for stealing MY ideas for your java project. It makes me feel so honored that a person like you could actually take some of my ideas(swappable combo-boxes and images) and integrate it with some other ideas of your own(who knows where the other

2004-04-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

ok.....NEW SKIN....i found it on blogskins.com and den i modified it heavily.....coz the code was badly written. This skin is optimised on IE onli..somehow layer co-ord on the different browsers ish a bit weird lar~ if i optimise of Mozilla.....IE will look screwy..and many pple using IE lor.....the picture..i use a little bit of macromedia fireworks and touch up one ...later if i got time i go

2004-04-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

ok......short update after a long period....... Tests results are good. NetF 97%. Java A. WebP A. Now project come liao.....OPSY seems to be doin well.......BUOE...juz handed in.....den erm....webP later redoing after my nap~ new Midi for my blog too~ hehe. Everly Brothers - All I Have to Do is Dream! Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream Drea-ea-ea-ea-eam, dream, dream, dream When I want

2004-03-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

Test week finally over~ mugged like hell for my networking fundamentals. Too last minute liao~ next time cannot liddat. Anyway Java was a breeze...so was opsy. NetF ....quite unsure of the answers. But i will be able to do fine~. German~ the funniest thing~ i anyhow study andyhow fill the paper up~ and guess wat? i got 90% haha power hor?? lol. damn tyco anyway...duno wat wrong wif my com~ i

2004-03-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

feel so unmotivated.....can't sleep though i am tired.....waited...and waited....feel so paranoid....save me~ -_-

2004-03-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

ok......almost forgot about my blog~ haha. Rite now its my 1 week poly holiday ( study break lar). Ok good news , university admission criterions now changed, dun need SAT liao~ haha its to my advantaged~ think it will be based on my poly and O lvls results..give me good chance of entering the Uni liao~ confident of gettin the top 5%. O lvls results : Mayflower produced a 6 pointer this year...

2004-02-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

aiyah sick and tired of reading blogger's documentation on skinning....sianz liao~ decided to stick to this skin! mauah anyway~ today's Vday! went out wif fergus for the whole damn day...den he wear a bloody t-shirt wif this pink pink ape~ Lol make us look like a bloody gay couple liddat.haha played pool today(main activity). Went around sim lim square to buy a new sound card. Wanted the audigy

2004-02-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

hehe new skin....simple lookin.....but somehow i like the message written at the top~ skin looks ok in mozilla/netscape.....but can't play music though....duno the code for it~ so using a non W3C compliant code to do the music part. hope u all like it....will update the midi when i got the time.

2004-02-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

okok.....QUIK UPDATES ~ lol Anyway something happened this week. Was pretty sad and at the same time pissed off over it. But right now I'm fine. After watching an episode of southpark,really got moved by what Butters said at the ending. 'I'm sad but at the same time i am realli happi dat something could make me feel dat sad.its like it makes me feel alive,it makes me feel human.The onli way i

2004-01-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

Another quik update before i start mugging~ I ponned my lesssons during chinese new year just to rush back to MF. I was hoping to see many of my classmates there.I am so damn disappointed with the class. Only 4 bloody gers returned that day(Yingying, yue yin, huijun and maureen)! What happened to the guys????Anyway i met the teacher in charge of computer club. Good news~~ I AM GOING BACK TO

2004-01-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ok i am gonna make a very very quick update want to get enough rest as i will be performing CCA duties tomorrow till 10pm. Friday I went to chinatown with fergus, pam and jasper. Went to the food street to eat. The food there was good except for the char kway teow that fergus ate. The stupid guy anyhow cook one. Anyway if u ever go down to the food street, you shud try the porridge there~ its

2004-01-11T01:14:00.000+08:00

Ok.....i am almost dying now. can feel myself. fallin asleep right in front of the com.Had onli 5 hours of sleep. went suntec to exhcnage ft.... okok.....dat's it.....i think i shall go off now.....cannot take it...wnt to say more but i too tired....went china town dat day...must blog it down....

2004-01-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

Taken from www.jay-chou.net 軌跡 Gui Ji 曲：周杰倫 (Zhou Jie Lun) 詞：黃俊郎 (Huang Jun Lang) Verse 1: 怎麼隱藏我的悲傷 zen me yin cang wo de bei shang 失去妳的地方 shi qu ni de di fang 妳的髮香散的匆忙 ni de fa xiang san de cong mang 我已經跟不上 wo yi jing gen bu shang Verse 2: 閉上眼睛還能看見 bi shang yan jing hai neng kan jian 妳離去的痕跡 ni li qu de hen ji 在月光下一直找尋 zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun 那想念的身影 na xiang nian de shen ying *

2004-01-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

Its been quite a long time since I actually updated my blog.I think i gonna change the midi for this site again,this time I'll use the piano version of the Pachelbel canon. I had juz loaded my blog up with netscape.To my horror, the skin i am using,its not netscape friendly.It looks totally like shit in netscape.Haiz need to change my skin sooon. Ok school started for almost a week now, CCA

2004-01-03T05:53:00.000+08:00

Veri tired...but decided that i'll update my blog before sleeping. Juz finished a game of 3 corridors we picked all the lanjiao heros. The outcome?We lost. Made a lot mistakes in-game.Something is seriously wrong with me, i can't seem to concentrate during games and i make so many stupid mistakes. It really drags the team down.Feel so damn lousy right now. Anyway school term is reopening i will

2003-12-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

Had another 5 hours of soccer today(again)! So darn tired now. Haha juz woke up from about 1 hour of sleep. Had a nice chat wif Eileen. Long time no see her online,she's still as BHB as usual :P. Watching countdown on TV.Ok. I got 1 word to describe it. Its nothing but GAY! so damn bloody Gh3Y!!!!! Ok there's this tupid Real Swim Shady band...singing Closing Time by Semisonic. Bloody faggots

2003-12-29T04:25:00.000+08:00

Ok...juz updated the midi for my blog..spent quite long lookin for a suitable one. This piece...Pachelbel Canon. Ok....dat's all..i'm tired! haha tml(today) goin to watch LOTR 2nd time

2003-12-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

Just came back from a concert at AJC. Saw Eileen there, din bothered to say 'hi' to her coz i don't think she even recognises me.OK the concert was OK,not good,but just OK. Obvious flaws in some of the notes played. And the effect wasn't as good as the 1st time i went to a concert(the one at Victoria Concert Hall). Had dinner with Khin Khin, Kit Wei and Kun Han at Yishun. The fish ramen i ate

2003-12-25T03:30:00.000+08:00

Ok....Xmas eve.~ but dun realli celebrate Xmas coz i'm not a christian. Watched LOTR:ROTK with my MF frens(sec sch frens rox the most!) today,the movie was okay except for the fact that i had to sit in the little corner of the cinema,the view was pathetic and there was something obviously wrong with the sound system. Planning to watch the IMAX version on monday with bevan they all, dun mind

2003-12-23T03:05:00.000+08:00

Lancraft.net today full of noobs.So many quitters can't stand it. Getting Original warcraft III soon, then I'll be playing in Battle.net, at least there's less lamers in there. Ok........played soccer for about 4 hours again today!! DAmn shiok.......yet painful.....got whacked in my balls again.Anyone knows the cost of a groin guard? I think i really need it soon! Scored a few goals but also

2003-12-21T02:11:00.000+08:00

Went out wif SPAC2GO again for Xmas gathering at M Bay. Morning i was told that the email response was 'good'. In the afternoon i found out that we onli had 14 email responses. Compare this to the total strength of my CCA,40. Pathetic response.I was sleeping therefore someone else did the calling up to verify the attendance. Went to meet up wif the gals earli -_-. I was the only guy there, so

2003-12-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

I did not do my VB. Anyway I'm really tired right now. I only had 4 hours of sleep yesterday. Played 4 hours of soccer today.Was quite fun scored a few goals. But none of the higher shots went in.Tommy hit,or you could say rammed the ball at my balls.Screamed out in pain.Hope they are ok. After that did not have any rest. I heard that Marsono was having a gathering or something, so i decided to

2003-12-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

WAh lan tml i better do my VB.....today last day i will slack.......i hope so.... anyway, went to recce( this is how 'recky' is spelt,for those who duno) Marina Bay with Fiza and Irene yesterday.Found a suitable halal supplier there.Anyway we decided to walk out of there instead of taking a bus out.We got lost in the bloody place, walked for about 30 mins before we actually reached the mrt??

2003-12-16T04:06:00.000+08:00

Updated the midi for the blog....Mariage D`Amour by Richard Clayderman again(Took about 1 hour to get this midi). The mp3 version of this song sounds much better.Anyway,anyone who knows french could tell me the meaning of the word "D`Amour" ?? Woke up at 4.30 pm yesterday....played diablo in the afternoon...hehe finally found the bloody brain of khalim.....took so damn bloody long for us to

2003-12-15T03:16:00.000+08:00

Hey sorry if i was rushing u too much during the chess game....i love to play it fast that's the onli reason why i asked to u to hurry up(believe me...its not even a strat....even though i said it was). Din know how u got that pissed off wif that. and if u're unhappy wif something.....tell me....juz dun rain vulgarities at me....i dun like it.... U said i din wanna play.....u're wrong.....if i

2003-12-15T00:15:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from SPAC2GO (Singapore Poly Assistant Courses and Career Guidance Officers)[chim hor?]'s Aniversary. Quite fun.....except for the fact that i kanna saboed like hell.......got paint all over my body.....all of them lor...so mean to such a nice person like me~ :P Had fish BALLS and sausages for dinner...food was damn cold....the curry puff all like.....stone liddat. Argh juz done

2003-12-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened today....~ woke up at about 2? Played CM all the way.....completed max payne 1.and den had tom yam soup for dinner...~ nothing exciting.

2003-12-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

boredom is killing me....i want to play diablo....but den.....i am juz too afraid of msg-ing my game partner for a game. I do not know why i am feeling this way...The last time she spoke to me.......i do not know why i am behaving in this manner....i realli do not know.think its relatively safe to write things out in here....coz she dun usu read my blog. After she spoke to me....it all got

2003-12-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hey those of u who read my blog~ leave me a message in the tagboard ok?I wanna see how many pple actually read my blog. Boring day today....helped mum mopped the whole bloody house.....good exercise though.Played Max Payne 1 truout the whole afternoon....must start on modifying my Visual Basic project soon. Tml goin temple pray.....den at the same time go buy new rechargeable batteries. My old

2003-12-10T03:29:00.000+08:00

Waitin for Man Utd Vs Stuttgart match now~(GO MAN UTD!!) Ok....removed the useless comment thing that came wif my blogskin..~ haha anyway bevan gave me some webspace for posting up pictures and files for this blog.Beri nice of him to do that.finally got it up and setting..... http://durianz.unlimited-inc.org . For those of u who duno. durianz was my old irc nick. Wif a special meaning behind it.

2003-12-09T01:07:00.000+08:00

New skin for my blog~ hehe nice or not?? den oso got tagboard now....for u all to kpkb..... OK back from #unlimited chalet. haha fun......TWISTER was realli twisted lxj went in between fergus' legs....looks so...erm.....interesting.Chalet was fun.....cycling at night? haha cool......except for the fact dat we spend about 1 hour stoning at the beach....i'm not the type dat enjoys nature beri much

2003-12-04T20:10:00.000+08:00

Finally bothered to actually update my blog....so long no update liao......den today bern juz got herself a blog....dat prompted me to actually update my very own bloggie~ Juz came back from the 4E chalet......the chalet was........successful yet unsucessful....Successful coz we had fun at the chalet itself.Unsucessful coz.......let me see.....onli about 15 pple turned out? 15/40*100= 37.5% of

2003-11-05T01:35:00.000+08:00

lol.....juz found out something about myself....haha...i duno wat to say too.....feel sort of like shit......its juz this feeling...emptiness.......yet trying to look forward to something in the coming future......... feel so strange and weird........why shud i be like this.....when its not suppose to make me feel a damn thing?....its illogical. cannot concentrate on stuff......over-exhausted

2003-10-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

For ALL U MOTHERF**KING PIECIES OF SHIT~ I HAD ENUFF AND I WILL NOT TOLERATE UR THREATS~ IF U WANT A PIECE OF ME ..COME GET ME...BEAT ME UP FOR ALL I CARE....I HAD EVER TOT OF ENDING MY OWN LIFE BUT I JUZ DIN HAD THE GUTS TO. IF U WANT WAR.......THAT IS WHAT I WILL GIVE..........IF U WANT HELL.......I WILL GIVE U HELL........U MAY HAVE UR OWN FREAKING PROBLEMS THAT I DUN AND I WILL NOT GIVE A

2003-10-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

I do not know if ur blog entry was directed at me......but i hope u are reading my blog somehow... thought about what u have said. and its not that i do not want to face reality...even if i did there's nothing i can do about it. In the first place i have no ability to be able to persuade u to change ur mind about certain matters. U said i am pessimistic so what if i am? I always try to be

2003-10-04T01:24:00.000+08:00

feel empty right now...something juz happened......1.21....need to sleep..........but i can't........i keep thinkin abt some stuff........ maybe i'm crazy already....i have to wake up for sch tml morning......haiz..... the feeling inside me....i can't describe it...........its sort of sadness......sort of restlessness......and there's also this feeling of being lost.....with no one around.....

2003-10-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

sort of lost my motivation.....tormented by my own thoughts.......tortured by fatigue.....the 3 roses.....have wilted..will they become strong and healthy again???onli time will tell......

2003-09-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

okie......workin on vb....bought CNC generals zero hour at a cheap price from a stall in clementi.Game still as buggy...EA didn't deserve my $$$$. must push myself to work...not play......~ for the sake of a good future......and for the sake of completeing fast......and being able to revise fast.....so i can carry on with my personal life......even though tests are coming.

2003-09-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

Time i did a proper update to this blog again. Wonder how many pple still read my stuff regularly(hey.....email me or msn me if u still do)~Anyway i'm kinda proud of myself,managed to motivate myself to study well enough.59.5 out of 60 for maths..VB programming i'm expecting a distinction grade at least. Workload is now tremendous. Have a lot of assignments to complete. Duno if i can finish in

2003-09-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

haiz...tried to expressed what i felt....couldn't do so............realli confused.....what have i done wrong?....tried....and tried....but still failed...

2003-09-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

tormented....by a bloody maths sum.....for 2.5 hours......i can't solve it...........$!$!$!$$#@%@$!@#

2003-09-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

i am useless........beyond hope.That's the end of the boring story. Blink 182- Story Of A Lonely Guy Push it out, fake a smile avert disaster just in time I need a drink, cause in a while worthless answers from friends of mine it's dumb to ask, cool to ignore girls possess me but they're never mine I made my entrance avoided hazards checked my engine I fell behind Dada dada dada dada da I

2003-09-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

Decided to take the address of this blog out of my msn nick.....suddenly feel that i dun need pple to understand me that much...maybe its better that people don't understand me.....yet sometimes ....i need to be understood...life has been quite mono-lately.....go online....go offline....study....mug.....mug.....memorise.....den sleep..den wake up.....den soccer....the only thing that really liven

2003-09-05T18:13:00.000+08:00

erm.....no time to update....tests coming up.....will be back~~~

2003-09-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

SLept at 5 am again~ haha i do my work till lanlan liao.......glossary i passed to fergus to do....i had enuff of my work~ i believe i have contributed enough~ hehe time to ask teammates to help out~ if not i will die sia. Anyway, went to play soccer today~ haha so damn happy...for once i keep scoring~ all through long shots..very very fun~ usu the balls that i ram will all fly out~ today it all

2003-09-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i slept at 5am.....my work is still being delayed one of my guys had to shift to a new home....he is not able to pass me the information that i need....its only thursday that i will be able to get my hands on them.I think the project is nearly done right now....just have to add in everything....bibliography.......glossary.... Read through my project.....looks good......but i duno....

2003-09-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

Wah lan today i watch that I Not Stupid ......so bloody touching.....i mean....I see the show liao...i was like tearing for no good reason lor~How the boy tried to do his maths.....den his mum sick and all those....i see liao i could feel the tears in my eyes....i never knew that shows could be that touching...this is one of the few shows that realli made me feel sad.I had to shut myself in my

2003-08-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

Sux lar.....so damn pissed off......project work.....one of my team members lifted a lot of sentences from the source.....its so damn obvious....i told them not to do so......the work i received was......totally sub-standard......it was horrible......and the sloppyness of the work submited to me disgusts me. Grammatical errors........i am ok with that.....i understand pple tend to make

2003-08-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

Argh wasted my sleep time talking to some no-brains channel operator in #nyjc (those interested can msn me for the file of contents). Firstly i went in i got banned just because i was in #nanyangjc . haha i can't believe it! the operator was so damn bloody dumb to get into trouble coz his frens were juz using him....... sorry i have to blog either tml or later....have things to discuss...

2003-08-17T01:49:00.000+08:00

Finally done my two ICIT tuitorials and 1 of my DBMS questions...so damn freaking tired....I'll blog b4 i ZzzzZZ.Today went to Far East Plaza for turkish food after my german lessons with my poly classmates.Go there eat liao then follow the gals go shopping...was very very bored...I just left halfway while they were still shopping..coz in the 1st place it was them who asked us out for lunch....

2003-08-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today i tio headache again!! damn bloody painful.....2nd time liddat liao...this time it hurt so much i can't walk properly.....as if i am half-conscious liddat...Lol realised that my poly DB tuitorial teacher sibei good...he personally emailed my fren to encourage him to study...very rare to find a teacher that actually cares about their students lor...anyway i din have enuff sleep today..was

2003-08-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hehe new skin!!hehe beri simple layout...but i think its nice...i like samX.Anyway,its been a long long time since i updated this blog..basically because i was too busy mugging or too busy doing some other useless stuff.So far so good for me....later i going to watch talking cok the movie...hehe many of my frens tio the w32.blaster worm....every 60seconds will restart com...sounds FUN hehe. Dat

2003-08-03T19:56:00.000+08:00

Finally decided to update my blog...my mind is very confused right now....I think that i had been a failure socially.....i can't seem to overcome my shyness.......i know i am not shy at times...my frens dun think i am shy.....but yet i do know i am shy inside.....

2003-07-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

haha juz a simple update.... Saturday i went to NJC for fun fair~hehe fun~~~beri beri large scale .The whole JC grounds was like turned into a carnival.Ate hotdog from yiping's stall~(not nice one~~~the other stall looks better :x).Then we went to play games there lor~den hor...won enough points for a winnie the pooh stuffed toy~hehe gave the bear bear to bao~ den we went to see T3.nice show...

2003-07-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

hehe i now doin poly's 'computing' maths~haha sianz sia~all the topics dat i hated.....i have to do over again.....PERMUTATIONS.......MATRICES........TRANSFORMATION.......wah.......can die i tell u~~~~hehe finally installed the software i needed on my computer~hehe later can go fool around with the features~i haven't really completed my lab practical too~haha can do many many changes to it.hehe

2003-07-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

Today my bday~hehe it went by just like any other ordinary day~haha no one could actually remember my bday(except a few~)~hehe sad but true~To celebrate my bday~hehe i went to thomson to eat nasi bryani!!!so damn long no eat bryani liao~last time i everyday in mf also eat bryani one~now leh~want to eat oso dun have...the bryani in SP looks so shittish.The food court is forever crowded.What to do~

2003-07-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

1st day of school~Today's the 7th of july~tomolo my bday liao~haha my class beri cute~There's about 4 of us who have our birthdays this week.Then to mua surprise,the people actually bothered to buy gifts for us and they went to buy bday cake for us~I mean its like we've known each other for only about....4 to 5 days and yet they care to waste their time and effort on us?I think that's beri beri

2003-07-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

Sorry din have time to update my bloody blog~haha too busy with FROZEN THRONE and some of my poly stuff~Yesterday i saw Mr Fam~haha so i tok cok with him as I walked home lor~He lives onli a short distance away from my house. Ok.Anyway poly kinda rox~People in my class all the beri beri enthu type~so different from my experience from nanyang~Facilities.....SUPERB so unlike the kampong-like

2003-06-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

Long time no update my blog liao~feeling really really dizzy right now~.Just took medication~.I'm suffering from FLU~(not sars).Yesterday morning when i first took my temperature it was 38 deg celcius~i remembered the day b4 ....i woke up findin my throat super dry~however i was too lazy to go get water and i went back to sleep~I guess that was how i fell ill.Next time better not lazy liao.......

2003-06-23T02:32:00.000+08:00

LoL today i went to escape theme park to celebrate khin khin's bday(i was the onli one who din buy anything for her.......aiyoh....so paiseh...)~Quite interesting experience as it was my first time there.The rides were okay~I only enjoyed the go-karting and the cadbury thingy(the one dat goes 360 deg)~.Wah lan....i go tok cok wif my frens little bro,then after dat he started spraying me with

2003-06-21T01:53:00.000+08:00

1st of all~thx BAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bao~ for cheering me up hor~(someone said i din APPRECIATE her wart).Felt so shit up if not for your suaning~. Sad to say this but I have decided that I have to leave #unlimited,the channel that i had supported for years.It formed a very very big part of my life~If not for that channel,I would have died of boredom a long long time ago.Its a hard decision for me

2003-06-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

A broken vase could no longer be restored to its former self~The cracks could always be seen no matter what.I've realised that the 'vase' had been badly damaged~I tried to glue the 'vase' back....trying to restore its former beauty and when I did that,I tried to look at the 'vase' as positively as possible.I tried to ignore the cracks that could so obviously be seen by everyone~.It pains me to